Hello~

It's been a long long time that I have update my blog.
My work and personal life had occupied almost all of my time...
Work Family & even Love
I never imagine one can be so trouble and get into so many problem until now.

Work: There are just too many thing to handle. I might be too responsible or people just take me for granted? or this is suppose to handle by me. Am I too grumpy? I just wanna a more stressless life.
I just a normal person who wanted to earn a living. Am I asking for too much?

Love: I become too responsible in my work and end up frustrated in Love. I just couldn't made time for him? He was annoyed by my work, my bosses, my colleague and even me.
What can I do? To me, there's seems no way for me to get rid of what I'm doing now. And in fact, I enjoy my work (except for the stress and tight deadline). But who never had tight deadline? You must have encounter before. Any advise to me? I need to talk. I'm sick and tired to keep thinking and keep things to myself and hope things can resolve by itself.. which of course it will never if I don solve it.
What can I do? or What should I do?

Family: Problem from my sister, and her life... What has it got to do with me? If it's a outsider, I will not even bother and care. But she is my sister. I never think of her as a good mother. Even now, I still cannot understand why she wants to get married. Because of this, I was afraid of getting married. It was like a horrible thing to do. Because if when time comes, and you don love each other, you will hurt a lots of people. Even people around you and people who cares for you. It a very important and serious things to think about before you even discuss. I can never stand her. Now when I sees my sister, I hardly talked to her. I find it hard for me to talk to her anymore. I even cannot stand to look at her. She seems very annoying to me. I wished sometime I never had her as my sister. I wanted a more resposible ssister and care for her family. A sister that never think for others and most importantly love herself, I don even want to mention. She always think that, just because I earn more money than her, I got the position to stand against of her and persuade my mother to argue with her. I had to said, there is nothing to do with me. And I never think little of her. She experience more than me, can't she be more mature? She had changed. I discovered that she had changed to another person which I do not know. What had made her to become like that?

It's been a long long time I have update my life.

I had sign up a course and starting next week...
Wish me luck and contact me when you are free. :)