Sadness ~

Something just emerge from the ground.
You never know what is it and it just secretly escape from your sight.

School = rushing for time!
There is always no time for this and no time for that...
Lecturers are people standing in front of the classroom, looking at the class and talking to the air.
They can just simply tell you"Go back read the textbook."
What are the lecturers in school for? wasting my money asking me to go home read the text book! What is wrong with them...
And project... it's really hard to have everyone come together and work together. So many commitment. I guess, we have to cope with it, anyway.

Work = the most stupidest thing even invented!
Who stated the rule that people got to work?
Recently, task force created. I was suggested to be the leader.
Leaders = Willingness~
I rejected the post during the meeting. I was lacking in willingness and I know cannot lead people. Moreover, I cannot afford the time to handle this. I keep on rejecting the post...
Finally today, BRP called for a meeting to point a leader for the group.
There was still silence. Someone suggested voting. Me having the 4 vote out of 8.
I was totally in BAD mood. I even throw my temper. I cannot control my temper which I think leader should not behave in this way. I still not mature enough to handle and take on the responsibilty.

Me = Disappointment!
I currently lacking of confident and trust in my work.
Can I give up on everything i have now?
Letting go seems so easy. I'm tired and needed some fresh air~ Please dont force me!

YY