the ugly duckling

Thursday, May 31, 2007

Just loving it~ Singing <- my fav pastime

Today, I had met Jun for a singing session.

Just even only 2 of us, we still enjoy very much!

Let's arrange another session with everyone, man!

Room K27 @ Ceinlesure

Tibits-> 5 bucks...

I had ordered a glass of cold green tea honey and

Jun ordered a warm lemon honey.

Hee... It's me again. I just can't stop taking photos of myself.

Maybe it's because i didn't took any photos in my past life. :P

Me and Jun. Envy her long STRAIGHT hair...
When am i able to do rebonding again??

"Lucky" star in my drink~

Chesse~

EEeeeee~ When looking @ this photo,

i just simply can't tahan my hair.. OMG.. But i still looked pretty lah.

He... No comment :P

Me again~

Jun~

Wednesday, May 30, 2007

Young Designers Category
• Open to entries from the Asia Pacific region.• Participation is on individual basis only.• Participants must be of aged 35 years and below as at 1 March 2008.• Entries must be newly created and unpublished. (Entry has never appeared in the market as a product, featured in any newspapers, magazines, exhibitions or been a winner of other competitions.)

Submission Deadline
Students & Young Designers Categories

31 August 2007, 5pm (Singapore Time)
Please send your entry to:

The OrganiserSingapore Furniture Industries Council

25 International Business Park #04-22

German Centre

Singapore 609916

Open Category

31 October 2007, 5pm (Singapore Time)
Please send your entry to:

The OrganiserSingapore Furniture Industries Council

62 Sungei Kadut Loop#04-19

International Furniture Centre

Singapore 729507

For enquiries, please contact Ms Dyanne Sim at 6568 3201 or Ms Joyce Lee at 6568 3251. Alternatively, you may direct your enquiries to fda@singaporefurniture.com

Tuesday, May 29, 2007

My lovely tortorise~

My christmas gift from "apple"

This remind me of someone :P and

this tortorise faced me everyday in front of my PC...

I even applied blusher on the cheek~
Looks pretty

Sunday, May 27, 2007

Suntec Mid night sales~

Bought this two tops from Suntec FOX on 26th May.

This about $15.90.

This cost about $35.90.

This one is very expensive but i like this top alot~

I'm wearing this when my cousin get wedding.

^-^

25th May- going for a drink~ troubled...

I'm feeling very troubled so i asked my sis out for a drink~

Saw my brother-in-law @ raffles place MRT so i asked him along.

a bit drunk le~

I managed to get them to took a photo.
But the expression looked so strange~

So i requested to take one more~
Hee...

Secret Admirer~

Special gift~

On the 22nd May, I received a bag of sweets on my table.

Wondering which secret admirer gave it to me... Hmmm

Or probably place @ the wrong table.

And when i looked closely, it's a Christmas gift in 2006~

It's from Le Le...

Thanks gal!

I always ask from her chocolate and biscuits. She is very nice to me.

I liked her alot.

Tuesday, May 22, 2007

“HOW BAD IS YOUR TEMPER ACCORDING TO YOUR HOROSCOPE?”

ARIES MARCH 21 – APRIL 20

Nothing seems to ruffle you more than a lack of discipline, disloyalty and decorum. But Arians are also known to go into a rage very easily when challenged. Those of you who have been on the receiving end of the Aries temper know that if not calmed down they can even get violent. But one thing is certain if the opponent remains calm and does not react to their outburst, Arians cool down very fast. They are also the first to apologies, which makes them easier to forgive.

TAURUS APRIL 21 – MAY 20

You are generally quiet and have control over your emotions. It is difficult to predict what will upset you, so when you do lose your cool, people don’t know how to react. Your temper is like that of a raging bull, and anyone trying to pacify you will be the first one to get a verbal bashing. You generally get upset when you are concerned or when people accuse you of doing something wrong. You also hate being reminded about mistakes you’ve made in the past. You also have the potential to be terribly vindictive if rubbed the wrong way.

GEMINI MAY 21 – June 29

You are recognized by your cheerful disposition and your jovial nature is easily susceptible to anger. In fact, you are the best person to have around when there is an ugly scene at a party you can bring the warring factions together quite diplomatically. But when you lose cool, you yell and scream and will not listen to reason. You must have the last word in a wordy duel. Your capacity to argue aggressively is matched only by your seductive charm.

CANCER JUNE 21 – JULY 21

Considering how charming, caring and kind you are, you dislike unpleasant scenes, much less creating one yourself. You have great tolerance and rarely get provoked into losing your temper. If someone is unreasonable or trying to create trouble, you are more likely to walk away quietly. But that does not mean you do not have a temper. When angry, in your effort to control your emotions, you tremble, your hands get sweaty and sometimes you fumble for words. Tears roll down your eyes easily and the opponent is touched by your innocence and will seek an apology immediately.

LEO JULY 22 – AUGUST 21

If anyone has total control over their emotions, it is you. But then, you can be described as stiff, cold and uncaring. You are known to lack spontaneity but you really don’t care about opinions. You don’t like to create scenes and will never accept invitations to a party where you suspect the presence of an unruly lot. But your very presence seems challenging to some and they take vicarious pleasure in your disquiet. When angry you can use critical language. A dressing down can humiliate your opponent, causing a strain between both of you forever.

VIRGO AUGUST 22 – SEPTEMBER 21

Most of you are gentle and have full control over your emotions but those of you given to temper tantrums can certainly get violent. When see things with rage, you yell and shout and tend to break things lying close at hand. You can even harm yourself by banging your hands on a glass top table or wall. You should never get into any argument, for you are a sore loser. You feel that others are trying to persecute you and don’t quite respect your opinions. When hurt, you can also hold grudges forever.

LIBRA SEPTEMBER 22 – OCTOBER 22

Did someone say that you are the charmers of the zodiac? Well, it’s true. Few have ever seen you ruffled or angry. You are very conscious of your image, and you believe that anger distorts your face and personality. You also think you are above things like anger. But wait before you get into self-congratulatory mood. Your family or those very close to you know you better. You have an unmatched temper amongst all the zodiac signs, and what makes it worse is your capacity to justify it.

SCORPIO OCTOBER 23 – NOVEMBER 21

Of course you don’t lose your cool. But your very demeanour (manner) projects haughtiness (arrogance, pride), pride and grand disdain (disregard) for lesser mortals (human). Others are often found saying that anger sits on your nose and you are raring to give your piece mind to the first person that try to be funny with you. You are selective in the choice of your friends, and have a low tolerance for the superfluous (extra) types. Your tongue-lashing (attack) is generally in a soft hissing tone for when you scream, your voice tends to get shrill and loud and you do hate drawing attention to yourself! When upset, you are angrier with yourself for having shown weakness, for the last thing that Scorpio wants to show is being out of control.

SAGITTARIUS NOVEMBER 22 – DECEMBER 20

You are insensible and generally have no complete control over your emotions. You do get angry quickly and others marvel at your anger levels even when provoked. Actually, you get tongue-tied when angry and you will remove your anger waiting for the other person to calm down. Then you will reason with your opponent and convince the other person in a very gentle manner that the whole thing was just his mistake. You’re also likely to totally sever ties with someone when you’re upset with them.

CAPRICORN DECEMBER 21 – JANUARY 19

Few will believe that a hardcore practical and materialistic person like you is capable of sensitivity and genuine emotions. You project a hard exterior but are actually very sensitive, a trait you successfully hide from others. You can see thing with anger but will not betray your feelings. But then, there are times that even you cannot control your temper. Under such circumstances you can shout and scream, more with frustration at the situation than with anger at any particular person. Your outbursts can shock others and can make them feel guilty too.

AQUARIUS JANUARY 20 – FEBRUARY 18

You are noble and kind and dislike losing control over your emotions. It is very rare for you to get angry. You are also the pacifier in situations that involve arguments. It is always your endeavor to be perfect and socially correct in your behavior and attitude, but if misunderstood and slighted you can give in to an angry outburst. You will shout and scream and then walk out from the scene. You cannot easily forget the situation and will be bitter about it for a long time.

PISCES FEBRUARY 19 – MARCH 20

The only thing that can be said about you dreamers is that you appear even more attractive when angry. You are very sensitive to others’ feelings, so you rarely hurt them. But when others tend to hurt you, then things take a nasty turn. You will yell and use harsh words and feel inclined to shake everything and everyone up. Your creative imagination is at its best when angry, and you tend to get pretty dramatic. When upset, you refuse to listen to reason and wish to be left alone. But once you calm down, you repent your tantrums and seek forgiveness. SO nobody can be upset with you for too long.

Handphone disaster~

Can you see the damage?

Haiz. My dad just broke his HP. He told me when he broke it, he was heart-broken.

I gave this HP to him as his birthday gift last year (Oct).

Seem like he got another excuse to have a new one for this Fathers' day~

Mission Complete!

Yes!

I had finished fixing the jigsaw puzzle that was given to me...

I took two nights to finish.

I started yesterday and finished it today!

Look!

Sunday, May 20, 2007

Can i hate myself?

It's complicated.
I was facing the world with a smiling face.
Am i a clown?
Am i just pretend that i'm happy?
Am i really happy?
How can anyone be smiling when deep inside is hurting?

I don understand myself.
I wanted the best for everyone. But i think i had excluded myself.
When can i put myself in again?
I had a lots of question waiting for someone to answer.

I wanted my best to show to the world but everytime it is so hard to face the facts.
What can i actually do?
Can i hate myself?