A diary that write... 25th Dec 2003

I just found my old diray.
I only wrote a few pages. Here it goes,
" Merry Christmas.
Today is a lonely day for me. A lonely christmas.
*Smile*
The time now was 10.50pm and ... i'm feeling a bit confused. What will be pooh thinking with his honey pot sitting beside him?
I'm sick. cough... I think that i had passed this sickness to my family mambers. :P
I've been coughing since 19th Dec. I'd seen the doctor on 21st Dec and i'd finished the medicine. My illness had not leave me alone.
Oh! I received a lot of gift for christmas today... but i haven't bought anything for my family and friends. So sad *-*
Am i a bad girl? Why there's no one in the world likes me? I even have to be along in the wonderful festival.
I believe in fate!
*Confusing*
I only hope that there's always someone by my side when i'm lonely or sad...
I believe in fate. Fate brings two people together. Everyone in the world are waiting for the chance to bring each other together. To meet, to knoe and to fall in love.
Everyone hoping to meet someone that they are destinated to meet.
If each other is meant for them, it will be.
When something happened, it's beacuse you make it happened.

I hope i'll find someone that's meant for me!"

This is one of the page that i wrote in 2003.

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